Alright, if you're reading this get ready for a HUGE life update. 
I know, I've been gone for a while. But did you check out the poems I wrote? Yep, year 6 of 31 poems in 31 days is complete! 

Now, on to my life update, as usual it's chaos in couture. 

* I moved 4.5 hours away from home. I moved because the next best place after my hometown, is where I curently am because of the family + friends I already have here.

* I joined the corporate world. I know, people usually don't chase the corporate world, but I did, and it so far has been well worth it! I am loving my new job, the environment, and co-workers.,

*The Transition hasn't been as tough as I thought it would be. I am living {temporarily} with my cousins and niece & nephew until I move into my own place early 2018! This has definitely helped me with transitioning into a new city and life, tbh.

* I am making friends quicker than I thought I would. I have learned who my true friends are. True friends are there whether you are
near or far
happy or sad
strong or weak
 .similar or different.
But we eventually find out. And sometimes, life proves us wrong. I've learned that no matter what, I am aware of my emotions and there is only so much I can do, the rest is up to the other person and God.   

*I am happy with where I am in life. I am working, making friends, learning, and growing each and every day. Yes, there has been a lot of change. But I've learned to embrace change.

Chaos Chronicles: Part II


She Is Mysterious & Curious
Many words are submerged in her emotions
Year six comes to an end
So many changes
Transitions left and right
Every day has brought forth a new challenge  
Ready to take on the world head on
Intrigued by words and actions thus far
Only she knows the true meaning of each poem 
Uncover the passion for expressive poetry, curiosity sparks 
She smirks "you don't know me well, and you never will" 

She Is Mysterious & Curious

The Forbidden Fruit
Neither of us will change,
One day we will be estranged.
That is something that cannot be denied.
But rules and beliefs cannot be defied.
That one factor keeping us apart,
and we both knew that from the start.
Everything we felt, shared, and have will be hidden.
At the end of the day, we know it's forbidden.

The Forbidden Fruit

Take my Breath Away 
I stood in one of my favorite stores,
If I could buy it all, I would.
I browsed around, and of course the piece I had my eye on was sold out.
A limited edition.
I was standing in front of the mirror, you right behind me.
You picked out a piece with the stone I wanted, and put it around my neck.
Dainty, elegant, and little did I know it was mine.
Confused, and surprised,
Rambling otherwise I would've cried.
The way you care for me,
That, and all your gestures, take my breath away.

Take my Breath Away

Stand Out 
I was never a part of a clique.
I didn't want to be a part of just one group.
I had a diverse group of friends,
then at times, I didn't have many friends.
I never belonged.
Living in Austin, was worse.
I felt alone and isolated.
So, I came back home.
I drowned myself in my sorrows and rejections.
Then, I started a new journey and found where I belong.
I built myself up,
I created my own social circles.
I broke the social norm, and did not go into medicine.
I became a business woman, and diversified myself as much as possible.
I am still finding my way in life, 
 I know to not try and fit in,
but to stand out.

Stand Out

RIP: Roses & Relationships 
Flowers, they eventually die,
just like everything else in this world.
The roses were still fresh.
I picked the petals off one by one.
They were in my hand, and I crushed them. 
I took them to the backyard and put them in the compost.
It would create something different and new.
Which is what I was going to do.
The relationship was once blossoming,
but it had died.
Now I await for new roses.

RIP: Roses & Relationships

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